This loneliness has too long consumed
My every breath,they are close enough to touch
The nightmares have turned to cracks of dream
Speckles of hope is all I can muster at this point in life
Behind this mask I’m weathered
Behind this paint my house is graying
My heart stopped beating that day
I began my quest to die at my own hand
The problem with dying this way is it’s too slow
You get to seeing those faces that brought you here
Those same faces that drag you back out of the grave
And the problem with this is those faces are memories
Memories only keep you warm and going for so long
Time and time again you find yourself
I can’t sleep this tired away
My head is forever descending into
Free falling blackness of life
Not getting a break from this heartache my heart is failing
With each breath they are wailing
The one who begot me detest me
Ugly truth but sadly there it is
Perpetually seeing disappointment
Where once love radiated upon me
Resting my enervated brain brings pain,these trials are never ending
What’s the fucking point?
Your tears will dry
Your peace will come
My pain will be no more
I put all of my love
All of my faith in you
You were my protector
I just a child
Meekly I shook
Down that aisle
Held up by the only man
To ever show me
Unconditional love
You took those vows
Burned them with hate
I fall and I fall
Never finding grace
Never knowing acceptance
Forgetting
What love
Should really look like
Feel like
I can't remember the taste
I don't know
What I've not done
I know some
I know animals
Get treated better
I know my chest
Will forever remain
An open wound
Never healing
I want so badly to go
To where the ones who loved me
Have gone for good
But I'm not done yet
There has to be meaning
In this suffering
There has to b
Selfishness rising again
Like the burning
I crave it so damn bad
Too old too tired to
Scream and bang my head
No use in begging
There is no fix for this
This emptiness
You cannot shatter the broken by mumblingMJ, literature
Literature
You cannot shatter the broken
You cannot shatter me
More of a force
Than you reckoned for
Like the snake
I move around
Silently avoiding
Observing my enemies
Until the time
For that strike
Is perfect
In its performance
Emerald eyes
Look so distant
In the mirror
Black circles
Surrounding my gems
One more time
One more strike
I will dance through this hell
Alone
I will come to you covered in
Mud
The blood of climbing black up
Again
Alone
I'll make soap of you
Bathe in your tears
I've jars saved
Burnt candles chants
Fizzled hairs stolen
From a stray brush
Sending pictures of my work
I smile as I pretend to empathize
I may have danced with a devil but
The devil crossed a soldier
This loneliness has too long consumed
My every breath,they are close enough to touch
The nightmares have turned to cracks of dream
Speckles of hope is all I can muster at this point in life
Behind this mask I’m weathered
Behind this paint my house is graying
My heart stopped beating that day
I began my quest to die at my own hand
The problem with dying this way is it’s too slow
You get to seeing those faces that brought you here
Those same faces that drag you back out of the grave
And the problem with this is those faces are memories
Memories only keep you warm and going for so long
Time and time again you find yourself
I can’t sleep this tired away
My head is forever descending into
Free falling blackness of life
Not getting a break from this heartache my heart is failing
With each breath they are wailing
The one who begot me detest me
Ugly truth but sadly there it is
Perpetually seeing disappointment
Where once love radiated upon me
Resting my enervated brain brings pain,these trials are never ending
What’s the fucking point?
Your tears will dry
Your peace will come
My pain will be no more
I put all of my love
All of my faith in you
You were my protector
I just a child
Meekly I shook
Down that aisle
Held up by the only man
To ever show me
Unconditional love
You took those vows
Burned them with hate
I fall and I fall
Never finding grace
Never knowing acceptance
Forgetting
What love
Should really look like
Feel like
I can't remember the taste
I don't know
What I've not done
I know some
I know animals
Get treated better
I know my chest
Will forever remain
An open wound
Never healing
I want so badly to go
To where the ones who loved me
Have gone for good
But I'm not done yet
There has to be meaning
In this suffering
There has to b
Selfishness rising again
Like the burning
I crave it so damn bad
Too old too tired to
Scream and bang my head
No use in begging
There is no fix for this
This emptiness
You cannot shatter the broken by mumblingMJ, literature
Literature
You cannot shatter the broken
You cannot shatter me
More of a force
Than you reckoned for
Like the snake
I move around
Silently avoiding
Observing my enemies
Until the time
For that strike
Is perfect
In its performance
Emerald eyes
Look so distant
In the mirror
Black circles
Surrounding my gems
One more time
One more strike
I will dance through this hell
Alone
I will come to you covered in
Mud
The blood of climbing black up
Again
Alone
I'll make soap of you
Bathe in your tears
I've jars saved
Burnt candles chants
Fizzled hairs stolen
From a stray brush
Sending pictures of my work
I smile as I pretend to empathize
I may have danced with a devil but
The devil crossed a soldier
she gets like this from time t by NarrativeNothing, literature
Literature
she gets like this from time t
she gets like this from time to time
i open the door
dim light reflects
off her ceiling fan
fetal position
wrapped
in long black hair
only if her will
was as strong
as her heart
she is like a pale
porcelain doll
fragile and waiting
to fall(to fail)
she gets like this
from time
to time
when she sleeps
w/darkness
her eyes go black
as her pillows
go cold
like watching someone
eat a loaded gun
i close her door
and walk away
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I feel my soul fall to my feet
Forever fighting defeat
My shield is up but
My sword is lost
Hands in the mud
I will rise as always
After the fear subsides
I will grow dragon wings
Slaughtering them all
The demons inside me
I'm on the plane of darknes...